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Heruka:
It's been pretty quiet here as of late. It's been lonely. Very lonely. Welcome back. So, you email everyone but me? No-one ever emails me. Why do I even bother?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:18:01 pm)

bela:
Email? What are you talking about?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:19:26 pm)

bela:
Whats the dealio with alt?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:19:40 pm)

Heruka:
His life blows. He's a raging alcoholic who's life seems to have been on a downward spiral for several years now.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:22:09 pm)

Heruka:
Forget about the email thing.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:23:05 pm)

Heruka:
my email isn't working anyway. I've changed email addresses last week, and now, it no work. My old one if history.
patrickwelker@sbcglobal.net
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:24:25 pm)

Heruka:
Try this

http://www.radiomargaritaville.com/Holiday.asx
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:25:50 pm)

bela:
Alcoholic? Thats not good.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:28:13 pm)

Heruka:
As Homer says:
"To alcohol. The cause of, and solution to, all of lifes problems".
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:34:09 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Have a cup of tea Alt, and remember, if things get really bad where you are there's always the tropics where life is a slower more scent filled relaxing place. Nothing holding you.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:44:10 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Tickets are cheap and the sun is shining and there aint no fields to plow.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:45:07 pm)

Detlef Sping:
See?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:46:47 pm)

alternity:
back up temporarialy from my nap.
Yeah, sorry to go on and on about my state.
alcohol is causing real probs. for me.
It basically killed my mother. Im lonely and depressed and prone to mental problems. Its a sunny day and i feel like death from a 3 day bender. This is so horribly wrong and I know I need to get my act together. But Im desperate and not ready to change I guess. So I hope I get to felling better today. Sucks cause spring is here and I thoght I would get over my winter blues. Its a bummer to find that my state is declining.
So thanks for the kind words everyone. Now Im back to my nap.
peace and much love
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:49:18 pm)

bela:
A bouncer was killed outside a bar on AVe B last night for enforcing this no smoking ban. Unreal Some guy stabbed him.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:50:51 pm)

Heruka:
he deserved to die. it's my right to smoke. they can't legally ban smoking on private property, which a bar/restaurant is. Anyone who tries to enforce that law should die.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:52:09 pm)

Heruka:
the government is telling what people can and cannot do on THEIR property. it smoking for fucks sake. they weren't making nuclear weapons.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:53:15 pm)

bela:
Poor Alt. I know when I drink I feel like shit. I did something real stupid Friday night. I went to this place in Bushwick, some art space where some bands were playing and I don't know, I drank too much and my friends wanted to stay and wouldn't drive me home so I just left and stumbled home at 2 in the morning through Bushwick, which isn';t the greatest neighborhood. REally dumb. My friend called me the next day and said she was disappointed in me.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:54:18 pm)

alternity:
yeah its a bad drug. those blackouts get kinda scary.
I mean it gets like quantum physics really. If you are basically unconscious and still awake. I bet science can learn very much about the blacked out brain. Really. I mean I have this theory that you don't exist when you are in a black out. You are that tree that falls in the woods with no one around to hear Quantum physics implyes that the tree dosent exist. Unless observed it simply dosen't exist. Pretty weird huh?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 1:58:34 pm)

bela:
I' ve never blacked out though. I wasn't that drunk, just drunk enought to walk through Bushwick at 2 in the morning is all. I had a headache when I got home.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 2:21:57 pm)

bela:
Where is Queenie?
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 3:13:03 pm)

alt of it:
she must be out looking for a job maybe
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 3:47:00 pm)

Queenie:
hello
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 3:57:51 pm)

Queenie:
yipes, alt, hang in there. I can honestly say I've never drank to blackout, that would be scary.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 3:59:15 pm)

Queenie:
i'm getting a tattoo soon. ken's artist friend is coming to visit and we said he could stay with us if he brings his kit. yay!
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 3:59:49 pm)

alt:
thanks Queenie. Blackouts are scary. I once was driving home from Chicago to Indianapolis one time after a Robyn H show. I was extremely drunk and in a blackout.
I awoke halfway home and had hit a parked semi traller at the side of the road. Totaled the car but I was unscathed. Take it from me alcohol is a bad bad thing.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:02:42 pm)

Queenie:
holy cow alt, maybe it's time to check in, if you know what I'm sayin'
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:08:05 pm)

Queenie:
does anyone have a subscription to playboy? a friend of mine is in it this month. I wanna see it.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:08:30 pm)

bela:
You want someone to send you their copy because your friend is in it? That takes gleaning to a whole new level Queenie. You're going to get abused.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:12:28 pm)

(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:14:04 pm)

bela:
Chewing Wax will give you his copy I bet.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:24:04 pm)

(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:24:19 pm)

Heruka:
I'm up. I'm up.
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:32:52 pm)

Queenie:
I don't want someone to send me their copy for fuck's sake
(Mon Apr 14, 2003 - 4:52:43 pm)