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Queenie:
Unless I'm utterly unconscious, I would NOT be calm.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:12:34 pm)

Chewing Wax:
recent development. Weird.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:12:42 pm)

Queenie:
I don't know if you've ever had a bonafide panic attack, but they really suck especially at 30,000 feet.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:13:04 pm)

Chewing Wax:
have you tried hypnotism?
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:13:12 pm)

Queenie:
It's all psychological. I used to love flying. Being on a plane always meant the excitement of going somewhere, the anticipation of all the fun stuff you're going to do when you land... now it just means terror.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:13:54 pm)

Queenie:
And I mean TERROR.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:14:11 pm)

Queenie:
I don't think I would hypnotize easily. I'm far too cynical.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:14:40 pm)

Chewing Wax:
Oh well.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:16:34 pm)

Queenie:
Maybe a Xanax. I could get it from my mom.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:17:04 pm)

Chewing Wax:
I enjoy several bloody marys on my flights. Thems good drinking. And relaxing.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:18:32 pm)

bela:
You need to get yourself some antipsychotics. I started getting anxiety attacks alot and I didn't know what it was. They are the worst. Bill downstairs can't get on a plane either, once he was on a plane and he didn't have any meds and when the doors closed he started screaming and he ran for the door. He got in trouble with the plane. I wish I had been there, thats really funny. Then he would just scum meds off of me. Q if I had some I would send them to you. Can't you get some Xanex or colonopin from a doctor?
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:18:55 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Have you recently gone insane?
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:19:16 pm)

Queenie:
I think drinking would have the opposite effect. I would get more nauseous (sp?) and freaked out. Pot would be good but wouldn't last long enough, you know? Maybe I'll try a xanax beforehand and see what it does to me.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:20:03 pm)

Detlef Sping:
They give you stuff.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:20:25 pm)

Queenie:
Do meds help with Bill from downstairs?
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:20:27 pm)

bela:
I almost fainted on the subway once from a panic attack. I started getting them when all this weird shit was happening in my life and I lost 10 pounds, which is alot for me and I couldn't eat anything so whenever I went somewhere I would almost collapse. It was awful, I was afraid I was going to collapse on the dirty street.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:20:51 pm)

Queenie:
I have panic attacks on any amusement park rides that suspend me in the air or remind me in any way, shape, or form of being on an airplane.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:22:01 pm)

bela:
Yes, they totally help. They help him, hes fine with them. You need to get xanex or colonopin and take one about 40 minutes before you get on the plane and you'll be fine.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:22:09 pm)

Detlef Sping:
The street is a mucus cesspool I dont blame you at all
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:22:23 pm)

Queenie:
Maybe I'll give the xanax a try.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:23:25 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Plane travel is mostly booze and terror.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:23:37 pm)

Chewing Wax:
I want some
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:23:41 pm)

Detlef Sping:
terror, xanex or colonopin?
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:24:53 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Xanex sounds as though it was made by L.Ron Hubbards
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:25:58 pm)

bela:
They make you feel great. I was up for about two days once with a constant anxiety attack. I thought I was going insane, it was hell. I finally found a doctor who would listen to me and he said, Oh, you're having an anxiety attack, I'm going to call in some xanex for you. I picked it up and an hour later I was eating and slept. Those are really shitty because no one understands them and you look like you're insane. I'm glad thats all over with.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:26:40 pm)

Queenie:
You're thinking of Xenu, the alien that brought all of us here as a slave race millions of years ago, according to L. Ron.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:27:00 pm)

Queenie:
It's that feeling that the walls are closing in on you and you can't breath or think and all reason and logic flies out the window and it takes every scrap of self control you have to keep from screaming. I can't even bear the thought of it.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:28:22 pm)

Detlef Sping:
What kind weird shit was happening in your life to make you appear insane? you live in New York.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:28:53 pm)

Chewing Wax:
sounds horrible
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:29:12 pm)

Queenie:
My Project Greenlight friends are recommending medication too.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:31:23 pm)

bela:
Yup. I'm still claustrophobic. When I was going through that time, I had to have an escape always. I couldn't go to a crowded bar, I had to be able to see the door. I couldn't sit between people in a car - that sort of thing. Sometimes I still have a hard time on the subway. The stop from Brooklyn to 1st Ave in Manhattan is really long and it goes under water. Once in awhile we get stuck under there and I think I'm going to faint. That is hell.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:32:19 pm)

Detlef Sping:
Life is a mostly a tapistry of anxiety, plane flights, booze,and terror.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:32:51 pm)

Queenie:
It is horrible Wax. The worse part is the brain function shut-down. The part of you that knows that it's only weather or turbulance or whatever just stops working. There is nothing but you and utter primal fear. Having a small infant with you when it happens is no fucking picnic either, believe me.
(Thu Jun 14, 2001 - 4:33:09 pm)